Sunday, January 22, 2006

Today's my dad's 49th birthday. Yihee, and he was waiting so long for this year to come - the last year of his life as an employee. He was telling us years ago that if the company opens up for a voluntary resignation program, he would definitely take it. He was just too tired of work.

And I am tired of schoolwork. But I can't do anything. OTOH, I can't wait 'til Saturday! :)Hihi.. well, actually, I can't wait to get to school because of the following reasons:

1. Parasitology class - Juan Antonio Solon, MD. OMG! He is definitely one of my 'crush'-es now. Especially when he smiled at me and my indistinguishable Fasciola sp. ova from fecal debris.

2. Pathology class - Aside from the fact that I can't afford to miss a class anymore because of excessive absences, the lectures are becoming more exciting. I especially liked Dr. Carnete's lecture on Neoplasia. OMGulay, this is a sign (perhaps a prospect for specialization): Oncology, is that you?

3. Microbiology class - The virology lectures are going to start! Mi favorito!

4. Of course, Lunch, and the mid-day breaks - when I get the privilege of walking the PH-Med pathway.. near the PHI tambayan to have a view of my soulmate Harold Louis Trinidad, or perhaps for him to have a view of me. (asleep, dreaming..)

5. My friends, and my classmates, to whom I have been very close recently :)

ZZZzzz Kinda sleepy.. Bye!
Today's my dad's 49th birthday. Yihee, and he was waiting so long for this year to come - the last year of his life as an employee. He was telling us years ago that if the company opens up for a voluntary resignation program, he would definitely take it. He was just too tired of work.

And I am tired of schoolwork. But I can't do anything. OTOH, I can't wait 'til Saturday! :)Hihi.. well, actually, I can't wait to get to school because of the following reasons:

1. Parasitology class - Juan Antonio Solon, MD. OMG! He is definitely one of my 'crush'-es now. Especially when he smiled at me and my indistinguishable Fasciola sp. ova from fecal debris.

2. Pathology class - Aside from the fact that I can't afford to miss a class anymore because of excessive absences, the lectures are becoming more exciting. I especially liked Dr. Carnete's lecture on Neoplasia. OMGulay, this is a sign (perhaps a prospect for specialization): Oncology, is that you?

3. Microbiology class - The virology lectures are going to start! Mi favorito!

4. Of course, Lunch, and the mid-day breaks - when I get the privilege of walking the PH-Med pathway.. near the PHI tambayan to have a view of my soulmate Harold Louis Trinidad, or perhaps for him to have a view of me. (asleep, dreaming..)

5. My friends, and my classmates, to whom I have been very close recently :)

ZZZzzz Kinda sleepy.. Bye!

Monday, January 16, 2006

It was just different. When I entered our room, I saw Jill watching some cartoon on TV, silent, with her thumb on her lips. I placed my bag on the table and changed my shirt. I put on my jacket again, and asked my sister, "Jill, gusto mo sumama?" She just answered, "Tinatamad ako eh."

Well, ok. I am used to shopping alone, and it was a rare moment that I feel sad about walking the streets of Taft by myself. I suddenly remembered my family back in Laguna. I miss my room. I miss the food. I miss the piano. I miss the TV. I miss sleeping peacefully. I miss my family.

And so with this deep emotion, I took my stylus out and sent a message to my mom. "Ma, gusto ko po umuwi."

Seemingly amazed at my sudden message, my mom asked, "Bakit, masama ba pakiramdam mo? May sakit ka?"

"Wala po. Nalulungkot lang ako."

Just like what I shared to my friends in school about me being homesick, I suddenly wanted not to stay in LG anymore.

But what can I do? It was my decision to stay away from home anyway. For the shallow reason that I wanted to do better in school. Now, I am yearning to go back home. I do not find it a problem to ride the bus for two hours and arrive home at 8 pm. I do not find it tiring to stay up late because I started doing my homework at 10. These things do not count as sacrifices.
I can't sleep, no matter what I do.. I just keep on thinking about .. nahh hehe
This is really serious. Insomniac na tlga ako. Kasalanan ito ng CPH! hehe

Anyway, I would just like to express my sincere gratitude to two ladies in our church, who appreciated my very obviously unprepared song number last Sunday. Pakantahin ba naman ng Jesu Joy without even a day's practice? Thank God, I was familiar to the song because my brother always played his Josh Groban track. :)
Thank you so much sisters __ & ___ for making me feel good.

I felt like I was Lili. Man, dream on.

Cge, I'm gonna continue my blog hopping na :) hehe