Wednesday, July 06, 2005

After living 19 years of my extrauterine life, I just don't realize what all the crap I am doing now is for.
15 years in school, and 7 more to go. I have never been so damn worried in my life than I am today. Ive got two exams to take (biostat - friday; physiology - monday). I haven't even started reading that book i bought from DEBS, and I haven't read anything from Guyton and Hall either. OMG, what am I doing? Babebube, boink! (I just wanted to see that phrase there)
Anyway, here goes the serious part. Nung sinabi Chuagirl Francine, "Ayoko na mag-aral!" I answered her, "But, this is our destiny!" Waah? Alam ko na ang destiny ngaun?
Eversince that day my mom said that destiny is not the appropriate term for explaining things that are ought to occur, I have refrained from using that word, and I have replaced it with God's will in my dictionary. But there's volition, and all the cliche that comes with it. Ang gulo, at hindi ko talaga maintindihan. Sino bang nakakaalam?