Sunday, February 20, 2005

I am happy to see my sister smile again.
She has been acting so irritated these days. (And I believe that it is partly my fault.) I feel so guilty of not being a good sister to her. Actually I miss those days when we played with our dolls, talked about our crushes, had math and science lectures, ate together, and almost do everything together. She has really been sweet to me, but sometimes, I just don't like her being around. I think that I have the "ATE" (elder sis) Syndrome. My friend Vangie told me once that she got irritated with her "ate" because she wouldn't let her sleep in THEIR bed. Actually, I believe that "ate"s naturally undergo this stage when they hate their female siblings. Is it just jealousy? Maybe. But I don't think so. (pride)
Of course I love my sister Jill. She's my number one fan (I think). hehe She was the only one who'd give me compliments everyday in our family. Parang siya ung nanay na proud sa anak. hehe Aww.. I miss her.
I feel so stupid for acting such. hay..
By the way, the reason why she (my sister) is so happy now, is because she passed the UPCAT. Now, we're going to be schoolmates. hehe
*BAD NEWS: I gained 5-10 pounds yata. OMG. I am starting to get fat again. Huhu. I cant control myself anymore when it comes to eating. Gosh, I'll start my diet tomorrow.

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