BIG

THE BIG DAY.
Our church choir performed at the Festival Mall in Alabang. My assigned work – to be the narrator. Thank God I was placed in a position that many people couldn’t see haha.. because if not, I would stutter. [I’m still wondering why they chose me to be the narrator. There are many better public speakers in our church than I am. I am not even good. 1.75 for Comm III, remember?]

Before the concert began, we had to parade through the mall’s food court, and give balloons to children (which I think, is exclusively for them, but it turned out that some adults felt like they were children too nakipagagawan pa). Hehe. I gave my four balloons to 2 children and 2 adults. [Hhhmmp!]

I had fun, of course. Being with my churchmates makes my life happier than when I am in toxic school. In church, there are no things to worry about – no papers, no exams, no deadlines – you just have to sit, listen to God’s word, and enjoy the fellowship. I have always wished that life would be just as fun. But then I realized that I cannot. Life without the hardship isn’t exciting either. Plus, its my chance to meet unbelievers and share to them God’s word. But I cant, right now. I feel so useless and ungrateful.

After the concert we were all relieved. No more late Saturday and Sunday night practices. [But I’m going to miss that part]

I’ve invited Kuya Matthew to watch our concert but he said he couldn’t come [because they also had to sing in another church]. By the way, I call him Einstein, because he’s really smart. When I talk to him, I feel so little. We were schoolmates in grade school. [He’s 23, so I don’t know if he was still in school when I was in Jr. Kinder]. In turn, he calls me Sexy, because he knows that I really am. Hehehe joke :P

Bye, gotta sleep. I’ll continue my story tomorrow :)